Thoughts from the Thinking

This evening as I was backing my van into the driveway so I could load it up with my stuff, I realized that tomorrow I am moving out of my parents’ house…forever. This isn’t like moving to a college dorm or even like moving to the house off campus; this is it. This should be [...]

Well, I figure it is high time I bring this up… I have talked before about letting go and the difficulty of deciding whether or not to but I haven’t truly, to my recollection, addressed my thoughts on breaking hearts. Sure, I’ve talked about the damage all people have felt but never really talked about [...]

In high school I got involved with the youth ministry program at my parish Holy Trinity. Within the first year I met some very important people in my spiritual, emotional, and social growth. However, looking back, I know now that I got involved for the wrong reason and it ended up hurting me. The biggest [...]

I have a place where dreams are born And time is never planned. It’s not on any chart You must find it with your heart. Never, never land. It might be miles beyond the moon, Or right there where you stand. Just keep an open mind, And then suddenly you’ll find Never, never land. You’ll have a treasure if you stay there More precious far then gold. For once you have found your way there You can never, never grow old. So that’s my home where dreams are born / And time is never planned. Just think of lovely things And your heart will fly on wings Forever… in Never, Neverland.

I’ve decided that my life is a vicious cycle. This is not to say that every aspect of certain parts of my life will unequivocally repeat themselves, but there are certain things that have come back full circle recently that I feel some need to put into words. This may turn into a bit of [...]

I take aspirin every morning Avoiding the memory and a hangover The memory of them coming and going And looking for my cell I bend over No new numbers again I just gave up myself and they couldn’t leave their digits Yet another fantastic orgasm in vein I wonder if he could feel it I [...]

Can you stand up straight anymore When your whole life has been spent laying down Because that’s what guys look for And you enjoy an indecent grinding sound And as your essence gets sore From all the passing around of yourself You still crave the sound more You burn with desire and throw him to [...]

I was sifting through some old stuff I wrote and came across a few tings I had wrote that jumped off the page at me. I thought they might be something someone else could relate to. So I am going to post them all. Come back to my door soon I’ve heard plenty of knocks [...]